Heidi's Blog (8)

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It's amazing how much insight I gain just by observing my own life. These last few weeks have been a rollercoaster of emotions and perspectives for me. If I step back and observe my personal process, it is as if there is this higher observer within me that is cognizant of every part of my life. In each experience, book, movie, relationship, a bit of information sticks out to me...or a question forms. In the middle of all of this, there seem to be many inchoherent, unrelated thought streams that… Continue

by Peace Pilgrim A tendency to think and act spontaneously rather than on fears based on past experiences An unmistakable ability to enjoy each moment A loss of interest in judging other people A loss of interest in interpreting the actions of others A loss of interest in conflict A loss of the ability to worry Frequent, overwhelming episodes of appreciation Contented feelings of connectedness with others and nature Frequent attacks of smiling An increased susceptibility to the love ex… Continue

I had a dream night on the night of the 13th that I had a baby. I woke up on Friday morning like WTF was that all about? Anyone who knows me knows that I have no desire to be a breeder. You know how weird dreams can be. In this one, I had no awareness that I was prego until I was laying on the table and I had this feeling that was equivalent to really bad gas. I looked down and all the sudden I see this baby head pop out with these striking blue eyes. Consequently, the child coming out of… Continue

I am learning about innocence again. It's kind of ironic really, considering that I am in my Saturn Return. Saturn is the disciplinarian that makes you get your shit together when you turn 28. Take responsibility or take a hike, so says Saturn. My Human Design motivation is innocence, so it has been a topic of considerable thought for several months now. These two things are seemingly unrelated, but for me, they go hand and hand. Getting real and getting innocent. It's my Saturn Return to Innoce… Continue

I write this for Hillary because I still believe in a place that is free from veiled secrecy. A place we respect, a place where we listen, a place we draw strength and find what is missing A place where we solve all the problems we face, a place that is blind to both gender and race. I call that place America, and yes, she can. Although there have been setbacks, and times when her foes have told her that she's too divisive, they told her that she should give in. They said that she can't, the… Continue

To: All those in the rat race Subject: Stop working for the man as fast as you can I was out of town on vacation this week. We went to Canada with my parents to celebrate my Mother's retirement. While we were reviewing her finances, it started to sink in about what a person really needs in order to retire. First of all, you need to minimize your expenses - credit cards, mortgage, car payments, etc. At the same time, you need to have enough inflow in order to be able to live at the standard to w… Continue

These last few weeks of really honing in on my Human Design strategy and authority have been interesting and insightful. I have been doing a few things differently. First, I have been practicing moving only when my body feels like moving. Also, I have been practicing awareness of when I am in transference to desire, rather than in my natural state of neutrality. Third, I have

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